Oops! I Blew My “Cool” Factor…Because Of Love!”

For those of you who are the parents of children who have naturally progressed towards adulthood, I’m certain you’ll be able to identify with my words to follow. This stage of life is when we find ourselves having to accept that our kids are, in fact, mature adults. But, of course, we never relinquish our ingrained caretaker role and concern for their day to day safety.

We find ourselves being ushered into an era where it is necessary to adapt the “cool factor” attitude for the sake of our kids/adults. It is crucial that they know that we have trust in them. We must convey to them that we know that they are viable mature members of society subsisting maturely while keeping themselves safe from harm…or so we hope. The great return in letting them know you believe in them is that it would generate the desire to be a mature, competent person who makes the right “life” choices. It is our job at this point to at least have a semblance of “coolness” for their benefit. Of course, underneath that unruffled facade, their safety and well-being are still utmost on our minds.

I, however, once blew my “cool factor” to bitter shreds. When my son was a student at N.C. State, he  texted me around 6:30 PM to say that he was leaving Raleigh to come home for the weekend. I instantly began calculating in my head about what time to expect him. Per my calculations, 9:00 (you know it’s dark then) was the time to expect to hear the beautiful sound, “Mama, I’m home.” So, when the clock struck 9:00 and then 15 more minutes passed, I decided I would casually text him just to get a feel for his general vicinity. So, I oh so “cooly “ (yeah, right) texted, “Are you close?” I quickly received a text back from him saying, “Is the driveway close enough?”  My cool factor was completely shot.

I have a vivid memory of my mother’s failed attempt at trying to be ever-so-cool when, as a teenager and on into college years, I would come home late. I would see the wildly rocking, empty lazy boy chair as evidence that she had been sitting up waiting patiently for my safe arrival and then “cooly” leapt out of view. I remember wondering why she felt like she needed to wait up like that. I knew where I was and that I was alright. ‘What’s the big deal, I wondered?’ I can now say in retrospect, “Thanks, Mom, for years of rocking in that chair patiently waiting. I love you, too.”

When I began my semi-adulthood period of heading off to college for my freshman year, my father felt the need to send along a fire escape ladder…just in case. I thought it was a pretty silly and unnecessary encumbering gadget. I think I was the only college student in the history of the world who went off to school prepared for a possible fire. If the truth be known, my dorm did catch on fire in the middle of the night during a summer school session. Fortunately, we all escaped on the fire escape that was close by, so I didn’t have to use the ladder, but it could have certainly come in handy in another area. Hmmm….. it seems that fathers do know best. That same fire escape ladder resides under my bed now….just in case. It’s interesting that now, as a parent myself, I see how lovingly appropriate and thoughtful it was for my father to take preparatory measures for my safety.  It’s an emotion that is embedded in my heart for an eternity. It’s called LOVE!!

Upon reflection, I realize how fortunate I was just to have parents who loved me that much. Take heart, it only takes a few short decades for our off spring to develop total understanding for their parents’ behavior– that includes overeager text messages.

So, I hope that my son was able to read between the lines that my text message asking, “Are you close?” was deciphered as “I love you.”

“And, yes, the driveway is close enough!”

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About Hunter

Hunter has been living her dream of being an author after falling in love with the Nancy Drew Mysteries in the fourth grade. She has incorporated her love for words along with her psychology degree from Meredith College to create books that can be aids in healthy nourishment for the mind. She is the author of five children's books, a photography book and a novel. She has been a human interest columnist for The Charlotte Observer (2001-2005) as well. She was the recipient of the "50 Great Writers You Should Be Reading" by The Author's Show, the Meredith College Career Achievement Alumnae Award and the Excellence in Creative Writing Award by the General Federation of Women’s Clubs. She is a public speaker and teaches a writing camp for kids called Writer's Cramp Camp. (The animated art on this blog is provided by http://www.appleanimation.com)
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